Challenges

I haven’t posted for over a year. I know. So much has happened. Ego took control and I battled the same voice in my head for months!

I am ready. I started a Facebook page where I am actively pulling cards and posting thoughts. My journal is warmed up and ready to share experiences. I have admitted that my life will never be ‘normal’ and have graciously excepted the fact that I am Open to Receive and Share messages from the Angels, Spirits, Ancestors, and the Divine.

If you have stumbled upon this page – there is a reason – the Divine is directing you to receive a message. For right now – while I try to form this website to something we all can use with ease, you can pop over to Facebook and leave me a message, or email me to let me know that you are ready.

Sending you so much love and light, E

“Move Forward”

What if I go through all this trouble trying to formulate a blog space and I have nothing to say?  “Move Forward”

What if I start typing and no one reads it?  What if I start and give up? “Move Forward”

That’s how I started this process after becoming a bit frustrated with the site development. Then “Move Forward” started ringing in my ears. “Sit down and type, it doesn’t have to be perfect, it will smooth itself out as you learn”. These are not the words of ego talking, these are the words of my faithful and loving guides.

For years I have heard and seen unexplainable things and chose to ignore them. I would let them in, tell my daughter, friend, or husband about it and let it go. Last year, however, I really started listening, watching, and applying these secret messages and pictures to my life. I was very sick, leaving me struggling to move over five feet at a time. I was sleeping 18-20 hours a day, loosing weight rapidly, and felt very alone in this struggle. I actually thought I was dying. This time last year I became more vulnerable to my life in a dream state. Many deceased loved ones visited me during my sleep, no words, just a simple touch and a head nod. Some were just out of reach, talking amongst themselves, and observing me with my Mom. The only words I heard her speak were “I know”, then she would cry with me until I awoke on a wet pillow and sweat soaked night shirt.

My friend Kathy and my husband Richard, took very good care of me during this period. Kathy introduced me to essential oils, Richard cooked and tried very hard to let his worry show. I heard kept hearing references to the month of May. Since it was February, I thought, gosh, I only have until May? Scrambling I reached out to my children, cancer again, more information to follow after testing.

Another friend from childhood started chatting with me on Facebook, after hearing heard of my troubles and offered Distance Healing with Reiki. So every night I applied frankincense and lavender oils to the bottoms of my feet, tried to meditate, get right with god, and waited for two days for my first distance healing. “…3:30 pm, find a comfortable place to lay and enjoy the experience”, she said.

My life has never been the same from that moment on. Although it took months to recover, each test came back negative for cancer, except one, the blood work showed that my markers where still too high but no one could find any problem areas except one carcinoma in the colon. Last time around there were seven, so I felt pretty relieved. The problem area was removed and I continue to this day with oils and Reiki.

These days I rummage through my dozens of journals documenting the messages and images that have been given to me for years. With a more open heart and attitude for healing I want to share my adventures with you. Perhaps you are trying to make sense of the voices too!

Thank you for dropping in and giving me a minute of your time. Hopefully we (you and I) have an adventure of learning and sharing ahead of us.

Hugs, E